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The thread was cut a long time ago,
I'm not too sure of what I'm hanging
On to now,
Tired of the jaded feeling inside,
The guilt crushes worse than
The pain itself,
I'll always kick myself for this,
I replace it all with shame,
On my better days.
The day will come when the
Rock will mull over and give up
The blood,
Adding to the burning pain in my chest,
I feel as if I'm on fire,
I feel as if I'm a freak show,
I know I deserve it, all for hurting you.
I've betrayed one of the few friends
Who refuse to let me down.
The thread may have been cut
A long time ago,
But unfortunately, the cliff that caught me
Has given out from underneath my
Itching feet,
I'll survive.
~Kaitlin Platti~