broken apart

 I stood beside you
 I called you friend
 I prayed to God that it would never end

but then in a shudder, or the blinking of an eye
our friendship is over as I watch it slowly die

Ten years I had committed
to careing for you
but suddently I realize it was all in vain
 did you ever care or were they empty worlds
did you ever love or was it simply for your own selfish gain
but maybe the fault is mine and if is should be than I beg you
if its not to late for you to forgive me.

I didn't want to end like this, the words came out all wrong
but I knew it was coming I knew it all along.
still the pain inside me I could not predict
and suddenly like a virus I'm felling very sick
for who could predict that you would split with snears
and at last we would lie broken after all these years.