Raging war

the emotions inside are as a raging war
no victors on either side but losing all the more
and deep inside my ragged heart scared bruised and busted
the insides are all burned up the hinges are all rusted
the bloody creek that runs knee deep is slowly running dry
with poisons pollution and chemicals mixing in it's tide
the vains and artories are twisted into knots 
and all the juice that's left in them have crusted into clots
the nerves are an electric storm the lightning flash white fury
into my bones those brittle stones so dry and cracking soundly
they creek and crack snip and snap and often try to break me
to cut through this old glue that holds my organs in me

and while I smile all the while my eyes so full of pain
the only thing you'll see from me is a joyful reframe
but behind these eyes there is rain
and storming yet some more
for the emotions insdie are as a raging war