Alone

so many people have come in gone
in the seasons of my life
I've pushed away some by force
others left by choice

but they only hear my voice
no one stays to hear my heart
or let my soul sing
like a bird trying to fly
with an old broken wing

I fly around in circles till my strenght flees from me
then I tumble to the ground again, in pain and misery
sometimes I think there is no point to this game called life
sometimes I think would it really matter if I refused to try

but I don't want to be broken
I don't want to be lost
I don't want to be alone
to grow old on my own

I want to age wih beauty
with loved ones all around
and a life filled with accomplishments and all the joys that I have found

but no one will stay to listen
to this my heats love song
they all fly away like the blue bird
and left me to stand alone.