Freedom has a price

it's back again,
my old familiar friend.
I thought and wished and prayed
to never see you again
,but as I sit here tonight
the moon light silver glow.
I silently weep,
and deep inside I know.

I've come here to this place again
not sure how this will end,
or where to go from these cross roads.
or should a stay this course?
well, I've walked this road before,
and I know how it ends but maybe its better
to always let you win.

so that I can be angrey at you instead of me
and some how find a way to learn how to be free.
but my heart is saying don't let go so many have already left me
and the future is not ours, tomorrow will must wait to see.

but if I don't decide tonight, tomorrow may not come
and I alone will face the damage of what I have done.
but to stay in this place is to lock away my soul
and let you my dearest fiend have full control.
so run away my dear and leave me yet again
so I can be free and so these wounds can mend.