Incurable and Terminal

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Incurable and Terminal


Every tick of time is true treasure.
Every sight is miracle and magic.
Every sound is magic and miracle.
That dust and water became flesh and blood.
That a former piece of ground can hear a sound.
That a former piece of night can see a sight.
Yet ticking time, in its flow and flight--
Slowly, swiftly, surely--takes everything back--
Little by little, and one by one--eclipsing the sun.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Sometimes something goes wrong in nature's course,
And the flower of life is flattened with furious force.
Why?  I have searched the horizons and heights--
Never yet have I found a satisfying answer.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Cancer cloaks the clock in clouds;
Cancer burdens the mind with blades and blights;
Former free love of life is ensnared in funeral shrouds,
And bitter taste is added to every sweet.
Upon the forward road falls, like a smiting fist, 
A cold mist of obscuring fear.  How short now seems a year. 
How frighteningly fleet.
Now death is far too near.
Cancer tosses into the trash so many future calendars.
Time is the feel and feed of future life.  Cancer cancels time.



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Written by Michael LP, aka MLP
aka PoetWithCancer, aka PWC, aka Mr. Poet
Written on Friday, November 19, 201  4:34 am PST 
60 degrees F.   Humidity: 23%   Forecast: Overcast
Copyright (C) 2011 by Michael L.P.  All rights reserved

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Lind commented on Incurable and Terminal

09-21-2017

This poem is really expressive. I honestly felt the anguish and sorrow in this rather eye opening commentary on cancer. Best regards.

MindNumbing commented on Incurable and Terminal

11-19-2010

Oh Michael... this is beautifully written, but so very tragic. Your words hold such power, and I wish that more people would stop by and read what you have to say. I'm always a little taken aback by your lack of comments, and I have to wonder if the poets here are just left a little speechless by your outward run-in with mortality. Each and every line here is powerful, but I found myself amazed with "cancer cloaks the clock in clouds". It rolls of the tongue with ease, but slices the soul with its morbid truth on its way. Nicely done, my friend... very nicely done.

abuelita1 commented on Incurable and Terminal

11-19-2010

Michael, Yes, so many things are miracles. Time is one of the biggest miracles of all. Look back 28 years ago at my life, when the doctors told me my child in my stomach and I would die. We are still here although "the doctor who knew" my time here was short, was WRONG! I'm not saying you have 10 or 12 years left. For "I" do not know. Only "God" knows. But, as the 40th anniversary of my mother's death approaches, I see so clearly now, what my mother was trying to explain to me in her oh, so wise ways.You see, my mother had 3 minor children left that needed to be raised in wisdom and compassion. My mother was not sure how we would handle her death, 2 of my brothers and myself.How terrifying for her if must have been. Not only to lose her life to this monster called cancer, but to leave her children behind must have terrified her. But, I never saw her fear. She never spoke of her fear. She never showed her fear.She had an inner strength that she only could have received from God. She wanted people, her family to remember her strength, I really believe.As her 40th anniversary of leaving her loved ones behind approaches, I no longer cry. I smile and thank God that I was blessed to be her child.Thank you, Michael for opening the eyes of someone who was so very blind. God works in mysterious ways..........

Crush commented on Incurable and Terminal

11-19-2010

very good write. very descriptive specially how you say cancer trashes future calendars. this is heartfelt and sad but a tremenedous piece of art. god bless you.

Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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