So, this is the End

So, the end comes ever nearer
no more time to worry about hell or fear
for my love, whom can no longer be mine
for my friends, forget me throughout time

for my family, im sorry for you to hear
about my death, please move on with care
for my homies, those guys i call juggalos
like EZ, im alright homies, forget your woes

Cameron, my man of men, go on to Arizona
thats where your future lies, with anotha
escape, like me, from pain and hate
go on my friend, before its too late

for Dio, my honest good friend
your always there until even the end
my group thats going to pro-start, i say
good-bye, until a new day

for everyone else that knows me, even by relation
this isnt the end, but final, peaceful, salvation
"I'm alright" EZ once said
as he now lies in earthen bed

i cant think of anything else to say
other than to forget me and move on your way
this is for Nate, my homie even in death
ill be joining hell with you, with my last breath

this life, as good as it looked
so much damn drama, im beat and cooked
when you cant find happyness, nor salvation
it is time for self elimination

theres no future for those already cursed and gone
from pain in life and a world so fucking wrong.
i can only think as i write these rhymes
only the pain, the pain i felt at all times

good memories, great memories, none i remember
the harder i try, the more they dismember
dont any of you cry for me, im alright
just like EZ, im escaping the pain inside.

Eden, i left the last verse for you
because of my love so true
forget me, im nothing but a body in a coffin now.
theres no use in remembering a man going to hell

its my last wish Eden, just forget
about everything, from the day we met
by luck, ive lived this long
i was due to die, many years ago, now gone

so, id like to say by to everything
not everything is as they seem
i might not die now, nor in a few days
but my future i clearing up through the haze.