Character flaws

I could wait

But I wouldn’t be any more prepared if I did

I look around and wonder

Who’s setting the example for whom?

And now that I have time to sit and really think about it

Age never really played that big a part in the matter at all

Who we are

How or if we ever decide to evolve is all about

A choice that we decide to make or not make

Life is the teacher and I watched him explode

From the weight of it all

Brooding like black faced demons

Heaving and heavy like Hell coming to condemn in a day

We all want to believe that we are perfectly flawless and beautiful and wonderful

and incapable of being consistently negative

because we are “good”

and could never be the “they’s” the others say they arent

The ones who are arrogant, or conceited, or liars, or thieves or murderers, or just not good people

That we are exempt instead

And enlightened

But if I were just being honest

I would confess that I too am a product of my own sins

Cursed and plagued by all that haunts me

That I am a human and I exist in the realm of every hypocrisy that ever existed among us