do you know what i think
i think i know what i feel
what goes on with me
bends and breaks my will

with shadows of doubt
i wonder of my strength
my words pouring out
sometimes a mistake

if i do not write the words that hurt
if i keep them locked away
would the feelings then revert
back to a different pain

to see the thoughts and pain inside
the sorrow that i feel
come across through words i write
another jagged pill

my thoughts that bleed upon the screen
flowing from the hands
the pain becomes a thing i see
my attention it demands

when I'm done and the title's on
and its safely locked away
for a moment all the thoughts are gone
in that moment i am safe

but when i dare to break the seal
and revisit my painful words
sometimes it seems so unreal
how much they really hurts