Wrong Perception

A land in my mind filled with hate and despair,
And with the love of those betrays voices rein saying,
I'm tired of everybody saying love is in the air.

It suffocates my dead crying heart,
The carelessness of you is tearing us apart.

Limb by limb, my body trembles and shakes,
As you hold me dear to your heart,
Every beautiful breath you slowly take.

My heart skips a beat every time we meet,
As all pass by,  i See you.... I am slowly,
Sitting with a cold.

I hear your bleeding pumping organ cry as it lingers in my mind,
With voices in my head saying i wish you,
Were all mine, Discombobulated, tore.
I have you finally but i want more,
You suddenly begin to change... My love it's not quite the same,
With nobody but myself to blame.

I disappear, falling for your silly,
Little love game.

I love you so,
And i want you to know,
That i only live,
For the ones that know me,
I gave you my heart too generously.

Leave me be,
Out in this horrid country,
As i fail to see your inner art,
Because you're tearing us apart,
And love is not in the air,
Now there's only despair,
Loves not in the air,
When only "real" love is only so rare,
"love" is for homosapiens who apparently care.