The words are poison in my cerebrospinal fluids

All this nonsense, I can’t see through it

These abstract situations we are taught to master

Putting on a well rehearsed act (impending disaster)

An old lady chained to the TV

At least it kills both you and the bee

All sand was once towering rock

I used to care, now I don’t give a fuck

I stopped being who I were just a few days back

Transmogrified by a bone crushing anxiety attack

Left prior self o so far behind

We settle this at dawn, doomtreading mankind

Morality, mortality, at this juncture I can’t care

I give you escape, I give you hope, I give you castles out of air

Stares of disbelief as clarity disentangles my existence

Black flags, teargas canisters, futile resistance

My friends think that I’m going batshit insane

Dwindling interpersonal relationships, I treasure those that remain

Granted, I’m in free fall, distant at best

My quarterlife crisis a very unwelcome guest

One puff and everything was clear

I’m dancing on the tip of an ICBM spear

On top of some world, give me some more of that

Contraband psychoactive makes me a pretty open-minded cat

Falling in and out of rabbit holes

Pavement coming straight up through my soles

Essence, substance, pessimistic with a smile

Hide away, hide awhile

All through the night, superimposed revelations

Fighting my way through centuries worth of insinuations

Twitching on the floors, cleansed by the rain

To reset the human brain

Rising sun fostering something in mellow little me

The will to change, the will to be

Ignore the pain, savor the pleasure

Enjoy your life under monstrous pressure