Falling

I used to cut myself into pieces
Believing everything negative about me was true
Thanks to my friends and my writing my strength only increases
Making me realize what i already subconsiously knew

I've been falling forever over something so small
Compared to what i will have to face in the long hall
Always being pushed up against the wall
My decisions shouldn't have anything to do with you at all

I need to do things for myself
You have no right to hold me against my will
I was always kept up on the shelf
You'd point and poke just for a thrill

I'm not falling for you to make you feel better
No longer shall you rip my name letter by letter
Always feeling like you had me by a fetter
I've been walking around with the title of a debtor

I've never felt like i've owed you anything
But you've always treated me like i did
But let me say one thing
And God forbid

I'm not going to be stuck much longer
Each day i'm getting stronger
Never have i belonged to her
Things may never go back to the way they were

No longer will you hold me by the throat
I've finally realize my calling
It's all over and i quote
I'm done falling