I squint towards the girl and start to walk slower, 

Then I hear that voice that I don’t need eyes to recognize. I drop everything and just run at her.

Denessas back, shes finally back.

One big hug later and we are both laughing and crying like no time has passed us by.

Then I wake up,…

Desperately I squeeze my eyes together and try my best to cling onto the dream.

I sigh and give into the real world, open my eyes and my mind to the stagnant still realm.

Waking up to a lonely feeling and a pain right in the heart. My own sob gives me a start.

I didn’t know I was crying but after this its all I can think to do.

I cant keep wishing on dreams that aren’t coming true.

I cant pretend no time has passed.


And girl I just want you to know. I miss you.

I miss you more everyday and it feels like this pain will always stay.

I wish I could tell you that im okay but im a wreak,  this place is a graveyard and im starting to blend in. rememer how we used to be bold together?

Dreams like that make me want to fall asleep forever, live in a world were all our friends are still together.

Whether it be just a few miles, Colorado, Oklahoma, Texas, or Germany, any distance is too much for me.

All our stories came together, but they broke apart, cant it be time to reconvene?  Or is that just as impossible as it seems?

I just want a new start, because all this change is breaking my heart.

Just like a hangover the next day, Are those dreams that aren’t gonna stay.

This just shows that when I let my mind wander, I have pain to pay.