In 12 days, I’ll be giving birth to a daughter. My first child. I’m honestly as excited as I am terrified. Her name will be Catriona Gwendolyn. 

I dont know how many people on here are friends with me on Facebook, but I got married two years ago. Unfortunately, it doesn’t seem to be a lasting marriage. I really don’t know. We are both hurting in our own ways and neither of us knows how to fix ourselves currently.

im going to therapy now, for PTSD due to some of my childhood. Haha, if anyone looked at my old poems, they would’ve probably caught that a little sooner, rather than later. But anyways, I’m doing better on that front. Just trying to stay mentally healthy a day at a time, for my daughters sake.

I miss all of you guys. I’m sorry I don’t write as much as I used to. But with my job it’s been difficult. I try to come on every few months and see how people are doing, so don’t hesitate to send me a message on here! 

Love,
ISH