The whole world around me spins

Faster than it ever did before

Trying to live life out of sin

Takes more energy out of my core

The deepness of these unhealed wounds

Is getting deeper every day

I feel it all will be ending soon

Unless I find a way

It's so much harder to survive

The obstacles I've overcome

Though I know I have to dive

Instead of feeling numb

The feeling that my life is wrong

Overwhelms me every night

I's hard to say exactly how long

I can put up with this fight

Sadness runs through my veins

Like it was injected by a syringe

When I relive all my pain

It makes me shake and cringe

Sometimes I feel so damn mad

For no reason that I know

Feeling that way I know is bad

It's like I have nowhere to go

But the greatest thing I've ever felt

Is the love I have for you

My knees still shake, my heart still melts

It's overwhelming, but it's true

Being happy is all I wanted

From the day that I was born

Now my dreams are less haunted

And I'm less overwhelmed and torn