I Still Write :: babe02145 :: Original Poetry

I Still Write

Its been so long since i read your words

Though it only seems like yesterday

You told me i should know my worth

And how i made your pain go away

Months have passed and still i dream

About the one that saved my soul

Im a lot lonlier than i make it seem

This broken heart is taking its toll

Nothing can erase your memory

No matter how hard i even try

The day you turned your back on me

And so plainly said goodbye

You broke the soul you once repaired

And took my heart along for the ride

I could tell you didnt care

About the pain you caused inside

Im haunted by the thought of you

Every night i toss and turn

Im not sure anymore what to do

Its another lesson i must learn

But to this day for you i write

The words that come from my heart

Telling you how i feel inside

And how it hurts to be apart

I still write the poems for you each day

Though you may never see

Its the only way that i could say

You still mean so much to me

And i hope you know forever ill wait

Until you are in my arms

Meeting you might have been my fate

Wished for on a shooting star

Although i havent talked to you

In what feels like a million years

The one thing i can say is true

Is that i still cry the broken tears

Months and months of endless pain

Tears that cant seem to dry

Caught up in the clouds and rain

No strength to say goodbye

I still write the unsent letters

Emails, poems, and still

Nothing makes it feel any better

Maybe nothing ever will

But i will still write each day

For the one who saved my life

i still write for the one that got away

As i lay awake at night