Emo Nazi

Emotional fascism
I'm under your rule
Abide by your laws
See past all your flaws
A constant "yes-man"
To your demanding reign
You're like kryptonite to me
Make my super-self weak
Clark Kent to your Lois
For you I do anything
And I let it slide by
When you lash out at me
Breaking inside
Outside I'm like steel
Who do you summon
To take over me?
When I'm in your presence,
What spirit guides me
To forget myself
And forego all resolve?
To let you captivate me,
All your sins I absolve
In the moment, In your presence
Only later do others
Come knocking on my head
And ask me questions
About where I have been
And who is this within?
And why am I letting
Myself be a puppet
So many strings attached
So many heart attacks
Shatter, renew
Shatter, renew
The first then the latter,
The pattern resumes
And I'm always guessing
And left to assume
The nature of your love
These matters confuse
These questions consume
Am I swiftly approaching
My imminent doom?
Why have I let this beast take over
And have its way with me so?
I fear I'll never know
Until I move forward
Continue to grow
I guess I'll just play it
Day by day
Hoping to get some answers
Someday