Thunder storms invade the sunshine of my life
tormenting my soul with doubts
making me cry with solitude
I desire to feel the heat
the sun to burn my body
the passion of a kiss
the touch of your hands
slowly driving me insane
but the thunder roars
I tremble frightened
scared and lonely
as you walk out the door
I close my eyes
pretending to be asleep
as if it will help me
but I twirl in bed
suddenly get up
upset feeling low
dying for your love
I keep waiting for a rainbow
to make me smile once more
but all I can see is the rain
drizzling slowly
combined with tears
falling , dripping
on the floor
I bite my lips hard
trying to control myself
why wake up the kids
with my screams
so I suffer in silence
tormenting my soul
my heart bursting
painfully disillusioned
my dreams fading
like old paint
on the wall
washed away by rain
my eyes are sore
of shedding tears
how can I see your love
if rain pours down
gushing, flooding
whats left of me   
if the thunder continues
where will I be
do you intend to stay
just to torment me
or plan to walk away
when will the sun come out
shining brightly every day
I want the birds to sing
see the flowers blooming
smell their perfume in the air
but thunder storms won't go away