tears fall down her face hitting the floor like rain
her sadnees otherwise unexpressed
a haunting truth lurking in the shadows
tugging at her heart, wanting to be revealed
a secret unknown by the closest of friends
those who know her could never tell
for she hides it behind her trouibles
not a single clue could give her away
she waits silently staring out her window
asking herself if any of its real
thinking silently to herself
she sees what she so desperately desires
yet she knows within her heart
she can never have that
for what she wants is that of another life
one which she cannot grasp hold
therefore her sadness overwhelms her
realizing she must never have what she feels
for the one person she loves
though he knows not of her intentions
he only knows she is there for him
no matter how great the pain
of watching him grow and mature with another
she goes back to her window
indulged in her feelings of sorrow and pain
her tears puddlin on the floor
she continues to cry
her head pressed against the window pane
she stares out at a gray sky
wondering why it will never be the way
her heart wishes to be
she sheds her tears like a tree
in the late autumn days
her feelins expressed only through her tears
she tells no one of her true desires
for the complications it will cause
especially to the ones she loves
so sadly she cries
staring out her window
watching the ones she cares so deeply for
move further away from her
knowing not of her intentions nor feelins
so her tears turn into a river
as she sheds her sorrows
the only way she knows how