stolen

tears shed with every beat as the sadness continues to grow
deep inside i cannot hide even the saddest of sorrows
though tomorrow is another day i simply do not care
for this shadow which lies within follows me everywhere
it almost saddens me to say i cannot feel a thing
its almost as if death has me riding on its wings
my flesh and blood no longer warm
but cold like that of a winter storm
my heart shattered ripped out and broken
happiness joy amusement stolen
life was good even great
then you handed me a different plate
i took a bite of what you could offer
i wanted it then but now no longer
first the sweets then came the sours
where i would simply cry for hours
you would tell me lies which i would believe
yet in the end you had never loved me
i gave you all i had every part of me
all i did was love you so why cant you see
what you have done is killing me inside
my deepest sorrows i still cannot hide
day after day my tears have shed
sometimes feeling like my soul is dead
what have you done why did you do this
my life was happy with nothing amiss
you fucked with my sole and broke my heart
you tore my fucking world apart
i still cry every damn day
because of you treating me that way
tears shed with every beat as the sadness continues to grow
deep inside i cannot hide even the saddest of sorrows
though tomorrow is another day i simply do not care
for this shadow which lies within follows me everywhere
it almost saddens me to say i cannot feel a thing
its almost as if death has me riding on its wings
my flesh and blood no longer warm
but cold like that of a winter storm
my heart shattered ripped out and broken
happiness joy amusement stolen