i hate you

last night i was dreaming of the place we first met
so warm and delightful on a summer day
sitting at the park across from each other
looking across the way our eyes met
from that moment we were inseperable
talking and sharing our thoughts, happiness, love
such a gentlemen you were to me
time passed so quickly being with you
st times it would even stand still
until the day you foumd oiut i was pregnant
everything about you changed drastically
always disappearing behind my back
you were never there, even denied the fact
i was pregnant with our child
sneaking out late at night to the arms
of another women, seeking her love
when you had mine all along
you continued this even after he was born
blaming me for the changes in our lives
i left you at once seeking to find a better life
for the one with you was now cruel and abusive
i hate you for what you did to me
causing me so much pain
we were so deeply in love before you changed
and now we are two entirely different souls
you cling to a life of drugs and sex
and i with our child making a life for the two of us
you say i was wrongs to have left
and yet you never call or see him
you have nothing to do with either of us 
so who was in the wrong
who was abusive and tried to kill his unborn child
i hate you for what you have done
not just to me but to him 
for he suffers from not having a father
who gives a damn about him 
i hate you i hate you