Will you be my valentine??

Every waking second and every night i close my eyes,
I think of you & wonder if everything is all right,
I worry about you and your Mom & bandit,
I melt instantly when we kiss....

I really dint know how to make sense of the way i feel,
Or why i feel the way i do, But i know its definatly real...
I feel like we are together already and forget about reality,
It sux cuz you are constantly driving me cccrraazzyyyy......

I just wanna intertwine our tongues together for hours amd hours,
I wanna feel your body against mine & drain you dry of all your power,
You really know how to make a women feel good, 
Your aurora all around you instantly boils my blood....

You somehow awakened feelings I never knew existed,
When we met, my faith that there was no hope was lifted,
Now I have seen the light & its really bright,
But I know its going to be a tough fight... 

I really want you to be happy Johnnie,
I want you to be my Valentine,
But theres someone else on the life line, 
Call me selfish But i want you to be all mine... 

But she was first & yes it truly does hurt,
’Cuz you really make my heart burst,
But i dont wanna cause others pain, 
Just for my selfish gain... 

I am not that way & yeah i know im lte incthe game,
Either way, there will be pain & tears will rain,
But I dont want half of you or a peice of you, 
I want all of you to tell you Gods honest truth... 

I want you physically, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, all the above,
I dont want to share this special kind of Love,
I need your heart, mind, body & soul,
And I promise you if you give it to me, I will NOT LET IT GO!!! 

There is a force between us that is not meant to be wreckoned with,
It is beyond my control, But I feel it was all meant to happen,
Whether it is satan playing games again with my soul to keep me trapped,
Or God Himself freeing me of his evil presence??? 
I know either way we are meant to meet as lovers or friends or both... 

I wish i could dance around in your brain,
So i can see if all of this I feel is driving you too insane??
I dont play games & ai really dont feel thare is anyone to blame,
Id be lying id I told you i feel ashamed... 

When Im with you i feel peace and happiness, i feel no pain,
You are a healer, A miracle worker, I really pray ou are in our lives to STAY,
Lovers would be my wish, But Ill accept you either way,
At the end of the day, its your decision to make
But just keep in mind, you really crumbled my cake,
It never even had a chance to bake,
But you created an earthquake,
Within my body my heart & soul shakes awake,
And You Johnnie Andrew are the reason I feel so great...