A new lust, not love...

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    Some A hole that I met was good at lying and cheating and deceiving.. I guess i was getting used to talking to and trusting Tad with things no one knows. And I maybe thought I could try to trust a man and have a boyfriend again, but I was wrong! All men are liars and cheaters! Lesson learned, no more taking unwanted chances!!

    A new lust, not love...

     You and me we met again on 7/13?
    I was scared you would lie, steal and cheat..
    You did! You didn't completly fool me..
    On 7/22 is the day I called you,
    Stupidity told me to and Devil forced me too..
    Wondering if it was the right thing to do?
    I thought I could trust you?
    But I'm a fool and Tad told me about you..
    7/23 the day we went riding together.
    7/27 the day you asked me for a kiss,
    It was to soon to take that kind of risk?
    5 times you committed a crime,
    You stole my every dime!
    Then I said yes to your question
    and I knew I lost my mind!
    I never expected the hurt on 8/29?
    Then on 9/4, I caught you with that skanky mexicunt whore?
    On 9/5 I was starting to come alive?
    On 9/9 I told you nothing was fine!
    It must be a sign?
    9/11 and 9/12 I realized you trapt me in Hell..
    On 9/15 I fell right into
    another one of my torturous dreams,
    I feel more abused by you then
    I have ever been by any other man,
    and I don't ever want to see you again!
    Could you promise me no matter what happens, 
    that you will never call Me again? 
    Beginning, middle, and the end? 
    You were NEVER a friend!
    I feel I hate you more
    then I will ever know, 
    And I'm scared for you to let it all show:)
    I feel this must be a hate
    God sent from above....
    A blind love that only a cockroach could love,
    I wanna do more to you then just beat you up...
    So Please Asshole, I beg you to take the knife out of my back!
    I'm done with you and the Asshole's from the past!
    Tell me Lord, Haven't I had enuf? 
    I need nor want no more lust!!!
    Regrets of minimal Trust and thankful lust!
    No more will I be the crust,
    because this was not friendship,
    or even close to a relationship and it just made me more tough.
    I'm glad that I knew what I didn't have.
    You were only a stepping stone,
    You are the one now who is alone.
    Because my life without you in it has been pure happyness
    And I thank-You, Good-bye and God-Bless!

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    CasimirJash commented on A new lust, not love...

    09-23-2009

    somehow reading this poem... I am inspired to write. I like how you got the days...Are those the exact days? This story some alot like mine in a way of meeting a new friend. If only I had the exact days because I think he's special if only he knew that...(but I think he realizes it) lol nice poem
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