Dear Daughter, My Sweet Princess...

My Sweet Loving Daughter,
How I love You more then ever,
Right now it may not seem so
But I tell You it is & You outta know...
How I feel about You & Your future,
Supporting us alone &  dealing with stress is torture,
I know it's no excuse for how Ive treated You,
Mommy hates punishing U more then U can imagine,
I tell You with my whole heart it's True, I promise U!!!!
I never imagined our life would be so stressful,
I am deeply sorry I put U thru all of this hell,
But know we will survive this with a story to tell...
God knows our struggles & is with us daily,
I know I haven't showed it much & U are confused,
I promise you I will do better to be the best Mom ever,
I Love You dearly more then life itself & I will forever,
We are a team just You and Mommy,
We have to work together You and I sweetie,
Only we can change our situation with God's help,
We need to pray & have faith & live for God everyday,
My sweet Zina Carol Louise, Mommy loves you Dearly,
I really want things to change, I know I made mistakes,
And so have U but U are a child & today is a new day, 
We are children of God, yes me too Darling, 
We need to make Our heavenly Father happy,
So what do you say, let's forgive each other,
Let's learn to Re-respect ourselves & each other,
Let's learn together & move forward,
I know U are strong & capable & smart,
You need to start listening & do your homework,
I know you can Sweetie cuz You are my daughter,
God made U strong & smart & beautiful,
And U know what You are the best Gift Ive ever had,
God gave us each other & U are my one & only daughter,
No one will ever love U more then I do & U need to know,
Even when Mommy is bad, I still love You,
Mommy's make mistakes too,
I know they create big boo boos not just with you,
I hurt too & I pray for healing & forgiveness,
All we have is each other & we need to change shoes,
God loves us as we are but we need to be better,
Let's make a pledge to ourselves & God & Grandma,
That we will work with each other & protect one another,
We will love & respect & be happy & content,
Let's make it all happen today & re-connect,
I love you & I tell you no because I love you,
Not because I'm trying to hurt you or be mean,
You need to stop lying & sneaking & eating junk candy,
I don't want you to end up with diabetes,
It is a serious diease & it can kill you Princess,
You are my Sweetie & I can't live without you,
Please talk to me & be honest with me,
I wanna help you & guide you, not hurt you,
You are bright & beautiful, I am here to teach you,
Please Sweetheart, Help me to help you I love U...
DarlinG you are the love of my life,
I wouldn't trade you for the world cuz you are my light,
Let's spark it up and let it shine as bright as can be,
It's You & Me & God sweetie against the world,
Let's rock and roll cuz we are Gods girls...
I love you princess, let's pick up this mess....