Faithful Mysteries...

What does it mean to be a MOTHER?
Someone to provide love, laughter, peace and comfort?

What does it mean to be a FAMILY?
Blood that bonds instantly with feelings?

What does it mean to be a FRIEND?
Someone who will be there through thick and thin?

What does it mean to be a WIFE?
A women who'll be faithful and honest to you her whole life?

What does it mean to be a HUSBAND?
A man who'll give you his whole heart & not just the finger on his left hand?

What about FAITH, HONESTY, TRUST AND LOVE?
HOW MANY TIMES DO WE FAIL AND FEEL LIKE GIVING UP?

Where do we begin to PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS?
Will God understand sometime's we just can't?

Will he let us enter the gates of HEAVEN if we don't?
Does God really feel the pain we are going through?

How many of us are in this HOLE?
It's only natural to sometime's have DOUBTS.

He made us in his image, but we aren't perfect,
We are only human and we will always sin against what he wants for us..

We want truth & revenge for all the injustice & pain,
We need guidance to help us survive this never ending game..

When will MY LIFE BEGIN?
Is there any hope for ME AT ALL?
How do i reach out to my friend?
Will he even take the time to understand?
Does he even have a heart strong enuf to unsterstand?
Or brains big enough to comprehend?

Jesus, you are my only hope
Please help me cope,
You know I am all alone,
Waiting for you to bring me home,
Please give him back his wings and send him back to me,
The angel I know you sent from above to set me free,
Or maybe I am the one whom he needs?

Either way, Lord send me a new life,
Give me a chance to be a loving mother and wife,
Help me to provide for myself and Kaylee,
Give me the opportunity's that I need,
Please, Help me get enough money to pay back everybody I owe,
Help me to give a new meaning to someone else who has lost all hope,
Help me Lord to help the ones in need,
The one's who don't even beleive,
Help me get the education that I need to survive......

I need you Lord,
All this injustice is giving me hives,
My past has ruined my life,
I am on my knees begging for power,
For a new beginning,
PLEASE HELP ME JESUS!

I AM ALL ALONE,
MY HEART IS TURNING TO STONE,
I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO PHONE,
PLEASE BRING ME HOME,
OR HELP ME GET ONE ON MY OWN...