Vacancy
Letting in this park feeling so helpless
Time to move on
Vacant lot is a future
Vacancy for my mind
There seems to be no way
Never mind it know what you'll say
It's ok life goes on
But medically I'm falling apart
The mornings rip me apart
The beating rumble of my heart
Simply pains so please just give up
On me, time to release you all
From the burden that is me
I'll find my way crawling in a depression
Feeding my fears with insecurity
Feeling so helpless
Wish i could be
Everything you can see
As apart of me
But inside
My pain feels like someone's constantly gripping me
It's hard to breathe
The fractures although stable
Feels bruised , my days end with laying there
Wondering about how I
Can't keep up
Alone and lonely
The housework is compiling
All the while so are my injuries
I hide it and pretend that I'm ok
But I know you don't really care cos it shows
Just tell me what you expect and don't throw away my life cos you can't see far enough to have empathy the understanding just left out the door and I think I'm next so what can I do but prepare with every step you entail
To ruin my life
When setting me up to fail
I give up you win
I don't have anything I could say
When I know your not listening anyway
If you were you'd have more to say than simply okay
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