Never enough

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    • Losing everything I loved but trying to keep going

    Never enough
    everything I've ever done
    everything I've ever tried
    never has been good enough
    never will be good enough
    i am loyal to who i am with
    yet i am accused of cheating
    i do everything for those i care for
    yet no one does for me
    if asked to do something 
    I do asap
    yet very little I've asked of others
    gets put off if it ever gets done
    people only care for me 
    when it suits them best
    then I'm forgotten
    when I'm no longer of use
    just like trash
    I'm thrown away
    I'm never good enough
    as me
    never pretty enough
    never smart enough
    never 
    enough
    I work myself 
    to exhaustion 
    i push myself
    past the pain
    i smile
    even as i cry inside
    but i am never
    enough at anything
    i am just worthless
    a waste of life
    only to be remembered 
    when someone needs 
    to use me
    then again thrown away.
    everything I've ever done
    everything I've ever tried
    never has been good enough
    never will be good enough
    i am loyal to who i am with
    yet i am accused of cheating
    i do everything for those i care for
    yet no one does for me
    if asked to do something 
    I do asap
    yet very little I've asked of others
    gets put off if it ever gets done
    people only care for me 
    when it suits them best
    then I'm forgotten
    when I'm no longer of use
    just like trash
    I'm thrown away
    I'm never good enough
    as me
    never pretty enough
    never smart enough
    never 
    enough
    I work myself 
    to exhaustion 
    i push myself
    past the pain
    i smile
    even as i cry inside
    but i am never
    enough at anything
    i am just worthless
    a waste of life
    only to be remembered 
    when someone needs 
    to use me
    then again thrown away.

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    Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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