Days upon days

Weeks turned into years

You left with out a word

Yet your still here

My life is inside out

My world turned upside down

Why am I alone

Yet I am being surround

Your all around

Yet nowhere to be found

I cannot get away

Yet I cannot stay

Your memory haunts

Your voice taunts

I run to hide

I stand to fight

U break me

You make me

Your nothing to me

Yet you’re my everything

I wish to forget

I beg to remember

Memories, sounds

Feeling happy, feeling sad

Lost but found

This spinning never stops

And yet has never begun

Why am I tortured

Why am I left alone

You’re here

But your not

I am crazy

I am sane

I want your ghost to leave

I need your ghost to stay

I love you

I hate you

You haunt me

With your presence

You protect me

With your essence

I hate to need you

Yet I’d love to want you

You are gone

But haunt me