I Love Him So

By Shericka Murphy

Sometimes I wonder why I stay

Becasue It's not because I can't get away

I sit and listen to the things that you say

I sit and I listen everyday

But I love you like the day is long

And I love you like they say in the song

And I live and breathe your every touch

I just love the way you feel and such

I just plain love you very much

All I ask is that you love me back

Instead of getting out a bag to pack

Everytime you get all mad

You leave for her to make me sad

You leave with all the love you had

The love that I have given to you

The love I keep when I say were through

The love I built for just us two

The love you absorb and what do you do

You use it when your loving her

You dress her up in diamonds and fur

And so many emotions in me begin to stir

And do you concur?

That I deserve better than she

When no one else has ever loved you like me

I held my own and yours for free

I was the one who made you see

That your were all that you could be

And I dare you to tell me you disagree

My love was not designed for three...

Somtimes I wonder Why I don't go

And I still love you knowing the things I know

I love you too much to ever say no

I just take it all in and go with the flow

Maybe you've already explained that to your Ho...

Now is it because I'm stupid or because I'm weak

Why I choose never to speak

About the slut you see each week

Make love to me and reach your peak

Then go to her and release the freak

Come back home and butter me down

Then tell me that your leaving town

Kiss my hand and bite my lip

Guide your hand around my hip

Spin me slowly, then we dip

Grab my wine and take a sip...

And I flip

I scream and shout for you to go

And tell you that you're moving too damn slow

And then the next thing I know

You're walking your ass right out of the door

I guess your leaving with that whore

Is what I scream and shout some more

And then I take my ass to bed

Trying to get you out of my head

But I end up wanting you home instead....

My body is alive....But my heart is dead....

like you said....

I move like I am alive, But I love like I am dead....

If that is the truth then tell me how you know

That I won't leave everytime you go

Could it be that I just love you so......