Justice

wallowing in misery... 
 wanting to change history...
 knowing it cannot be so... 
 I've come to sink this low... 
 I spiral downward... 
 never moving forward... 
 whispering of Death... 
 with each and every breath... 
 I await the icy embrace... 
 the last mask upon my face... 
 give me what I need... 
 let me not be the bad seed... 
 tragedy awaits those I know... 
 don't come near me, just GO... 
 avoid the black cloud that is me... 
 I'm sure your life will be happy... 
 watch me from afar... 
 as I wander, drunk, from that bar... 
 into the street... 
 where Death I'll meet... 
 in twisted heap of steel... 
 before HIM I will kneel... 
 waiting for judgment to be passed... 
 from Heaven I will be cast... 
 launched into smoldering fire... 
 always reaching ever higher... 
 chained to my Fate... 
 behind this Hellish Gate... 
 this is where I'll dwell... 
 no longer in my mind's cell... 
 ever destined to be pained... 
 at demon's mouths fanged... 
 feeling the gnawing bite... 
 unable to muster a fight... 
 wanting the pain to end... 
 knowing it won't because I've sinned... 
 turn your back on me... 
 don't look, I don't want you to see... 
 my black soul getting justice...