I remember

I remember the dark

The eerie cold place of my soul

I remember the hurt

All I wanted was a tourniquet to ease the pain

I remember the fear

The terrible clenching in my stomach

I remember the sadness

Nothing could help me but you

I remember the tears

 Lonely salty tears like the oceans waves

I remember the feeling of nothingness

The soul drifting in and out of life

I remember my prison cell

The cold dark eerie place my room

I remember the helplessness

The feeling like my life would not change

I remember the anger

Couldn’t do anything with it because of the fear

I remember

I remember the way your eyes pieced my soul

 With unimaginable love, love that healed my pain

I remember when you held me tight and kept me warm

It guided my soul out of the cold darkness

I remember how you smiled at me that first time

It took my sadness of life

I remember the first time you told me that you loved me

The feeling of loneliness and nothingness died away

I remember the first time you kissed me

My life did change

I remember the thing you told me

You told me that you would never leave me

The anger was wiped away

I remember the funny little things that you do

They make me happy

I remember when you helped me break out of my prison cell

You helped regardless off the cost

I remember how much I love you and anything that bothers me melts away

I remember only you