Oh No.
No!I won't admit it
I can't admit it
but I need to admit it.
My mind is screaming it to me
but I'm just not going to listen
This can't be happening
after everything.
after every tear.
after all the hard work.
Was it for nothing?
No. Absolutely not.
I'm not going to let it be.
But every time...oh every time.
How am I supposed to compose myself?
Can I ignore you?
No.
Can I just block you out of my mind?
No.
Why can't I?!
"because!" My mind says softly. "Your in love with him."
Oh no. Oh no no no.
"No I'm not!" I say back defensively. "I can't be."
But yet I am.
Crap.
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