Why

Why when you give it your all u get treated so bad .
Give it less and now you have regrets cause u didn't give it your all .
Happy on the outside destroyed on the in.
Suppose to be a lover but treated worse then a friend.
Wanting a happy home but only seeing a house.
Searching for real love but you are in a maze and you are the mouse.
Looking for cheese but nothing to smile about.
Wanting to believe but in the past was full of lies.
Hurt but can't let out a single cry.
Wanting to die now everyone thinks you are ready to commit suicide .
Wearing a mask cause the pain on my face I try to hide.
Why must I continue to feel this way?
Unanswered when I pray.
Happiness is on delay.
Nothing to give so how can i pay.
If i had wings then away I would fly .
The true question on how I feel is why?