Ruined inside

What happens when you are ruined inside.
Love was fake the whole time but across his or her face you couldn't tell outside.Feel like you are wasting precious time .
Move on now you are treating the next person like they did a crime.
If you could see how you are acting you could swear you lost ur mind.
All 4 this thing called love that wasn't coming from both sides.
Jealousy takes over they are telling you the truth and all you hear is lies.
Break up a happy home while the one that ruined you is doing just fine.
What happens when you are ruined inside?
Do you be single for a while dont let no one in your life to bring you a smile.
Be a heart breaker with different lovers at different miles.
What do you do when your light don't shine?
Darkness in your heart because of the last time.
Scared to move on 4 what you might do .
So single i am scared what i might do to u.
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE RUINED INSIDE?