Failure
I'm a failure.
I continue to dissappoint myself.
And others as well...
Another mark left to show...
Don't look.
I close my eyes...
and i try to imagine the good things that happen in life.
But im too blind to see any.
So I keep writing stupid blogs,
Just so I still have something to say.
Hoping my feelings will stay intact.
But soon they will corrupt.
And I will fade...
I already am..
Im trying to make things better.
But i keep messing up anyways.
Sometimes I want to give up.
But I just end up promising another person that I won't.
That makes...1,2,3.....no,
Too many to count.
So this is what i do to occupy myself.
Not that it works.
Its temporary.
Don't tell me I'm stupid or dumb,
Don't ask me if I'm okay
Because i'm not!
And don't ask me if I will be okay,
Because I won't!
And don't ask me if I need someone to talk to,
Because I don't!
I didn't ask.
I didn't speak.
And I didn't look!
So do me a favor and let me mess up my life.
I continue to dissappoint myself.
And others as well...
Another mark left to show...
Don't look.
I close my eyes...
and i try to imagine the good things that happen in life.
But im too blind to see any.
So I keep writing stupid blogs,
Just so I still have something to say.
Hoping my feelings will stay intact.
But soon they will corrupt.
And I will fade...
I already am..
Im trying to make things better.
But i keep messing up anyways.
Sometimes I want to give up.
But I just end up promising another person that I won't.
That makes...1,2,3.....no,
Too many to count.
So this is what i do to occupy myself.
Not that it works.
Its temporary.
Don't tell me I'm stupid or dumb,
Don't ask me if I'm okay
Because i'm not!
And don't ask me if I will be okay,
Because I won't!
And don't ask me if I need someone to talk to,
Because I don't!
I didn't ask.
I didn't speak.
And I didn't look!
So do me a favor and let me mess up my life.
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