I want to tear everything I see to pieces
Rip my eyes from their socket, reach in a rape the recess
I'm alone and hurting so truly that I need this
Pointless
I let you fuck me within
Ingest the incest it represents
Fist fucking my heart again and again
Your facade of puring hiding the stains of shit
I don't belong, I'm a hole in the world that can only destroy and infect
My empty abcess now full of pain and malcontent
As my perception of what is true flips and gets bent
Vague
Irreparably rent with cruel intent the demon screams
Doubt and self-loathing monstrously consuming everything
That was ever recognizable as me
Sadistically
I let you fuck me within
Ingest the incest it represents
Fist fucking my heart again and again
Your facade of puring hiding the stains of shit
Defiled with a hateful, lying smile
What the fuck is wrong with peace of mind once in a while?
I'm below you, obviously
Why did you pretend to love me?
I let you fuck me within
Ingest the incest it represents
Fist fucking my heart again and again
Your facade of puring hiding the stains of shit
I just want the pain to go away, and banish the picture from my head
of dripping cum, blood, and sweat as you spread your perfect legs
and though it's everything I hate, I masturbate screaming your name
GET THE FUCK OUT, GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD!
You are the life that was taken from me as I drifted, going insane
While you infected the rag doll that soon took my place
I still scream for you, I still dream, and I plead
How easy was it for you to pretend you loved me?
I'm not pretending WHEN I SCREAM THAT IT'S YOU I HATE!!!!