Out Of Control
His temper is so out of control, he gets so angry over the smallest thing. He is so young, he is my fourteen year old son. I love him dearly he is my life, there's nothing i would not do for him. I know he is a good kid, he has a big heart, but i am so scared for him. His temper is so out of control, he is so angry all the time. He does not seem to care who he hurts anymore, it does not matter to him if it is his younger brothers or me.His daddy and i try to help him but he just pushes us away. I am so afraid for him, afraid no one can help him. Today he done the unthinkable, he placed his hand around his six year old little brothers neck. I know he did not mean it but he can not control his temper. I fear we might not be able to save him.How do you help someone who does not want help ?
It is so sad, he is already in so much trouble because of his temper, yet he shows no signs of wanting help. Tonight he threw something at me, his own mother, i can not help but wonder how long will it be before he loses control and hits me or worse hurts one of his brothers, i know it is only a matter of time.
It breaks my heart to watch him and his daddy fight and argue, i know my husband only wants whats best for our son. I am at my breaking point and ready to give up on him, yet daddy's is still fighting strong to save our son. I often wonder where we went wrong raising him , how did our son come to be like this ? How can he have such a big heart one minute and be so cold the next ?
July 5th 2009
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