A Divided Heart

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    A Divided Heart
    I feel so lost and confused, my heart so heavy as silent tears stream down my face, my heart is torn between two. They are so much alike yet so different, if only i could combine the two, i would have the perfect guy. I come from a different world than they do, for they are rednecks and i am a girly girl. It does not matter where they come from i love them both so much. One I now live with who doesn't even seem to know I exist anymore, and the other I gave up. What have i done ? Have i hurt the other just be torn apart by the one i chose ?  Tears now flowing harder as i think about the one i gave up and miss so much, wondering why he is so forgiving and still loves me with all his heart and wants to be my friend after all the pain i have caused him. The one i now live with says i am his world and loves me heart and soul, yet he causes me so much pain everyday. So many thoughts running through my mind, so confusing, so much pain. What am i to do ?

    June 5th 2009

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    A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness. It finds the thought and the thought finds the words.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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