L.D.M; D.A.D

I don’t cry like I used to, but it doesn’t mean anyone replaces you. 
I know we had nothing even though I thought, there was a chance in hell you could love this Scott. 
Now we have nothing, and really that’s fine, I don’t want you as a friend if you can’t just be mine.
I can’t even think of you in my life, without flashing back to those days filled with pain and strife. 
I know I’m not Landon, and I know I’m not J, don’t know why I’m saying this, doesn’t matter anyway.

I’m not someone you look at with love inside your eyes,
Hell, when I stop to think about it, you didn’t even say goodbye.
I’m just someone you said all this great shit to,
But you don’t even remember saying it, so there nothing I can do.

I’ll always be there, if you need me anytime,
Even though it kills me and afterwards I’ll pine.
I guess that’s the idiot in me always hoping for you,
Even though I know there’s never any chance, honestly, I do.

This is just the same old rant, that I say everytime,
The one that praises and disses you, then wishes you were mine.
It doesn’t go anywhere and all my friends tell me to move on,
It doesn’t matter if I do because you’ll never be gone.

Always in my heart, hopping love into dispair,
I’ll always have the LDM space empty inside there.
Long for the days, that now have forever pass,
Still like the way you look in those jeans, wil always love your ass.

This is really pointless, and I’m drawing to an end,
Wish I didn’t love you, so I could be your friend.
Loving doesn’t stop though, not if its really true,
And even though I’m getting over it, I will always love you.