Here it is, Don't make me regret it.

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  • Fighting
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  • My Feelings
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  • Emotion
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  • My Past

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    Temptations and thoughts of my past, inflicting pain on myself, and trying to keep those thoughts out of my mind.

    Here it is, Don't make me regret it.

     Let me show you what, is inside.
    What is really, going on
    Why I want to hide

    I know you probably do not even care.

    A fear? Yes, ultimately heartbroken
    mostly unspoken, held in.
    That is why I am so mixed up with emotions.

    In my thoughts they boil and toil
    taking sanity's place
    turning me against myself from the inside out.

    Slowly my heart still somehow beats
    as memories I hate creep back inside
    with sharp haughty teeth

    Ready to devour...

    Every hour of those nights I can not sleep
    is a battle to keep purging those thoughts.
    Enough hatered with fear underneath
    to make a boy hurt himself
    A boy who use to feel so lonely
    That is what is inside.

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