Deny the feelings in your heart that are strong

Deny them long enough till' the right are wrong

Feel the happiness, the warmth that you found

Memorize the vibrations, the care exerted as sound

But you deny to take the risk of having it all

Fearing a love so strong it left you vulnerably disposable

Now it's Gone

And I have only the regrets and sorrow in awe

Since I've done it again

I've left the love die till' there was no one left

Now I'm ashamed, only myself I blame

As I've lost the only thing that made me sain.

And once again the only thing in my heart is pain

Now she's gone and no one but myself is acountable

As everyday I become more and more abominable

I won't be the same but I'll once again reframe

From searching for that one

Because all I've done is brung myself and them to shame.

I feel I am no son

Feelings owned By the pathetic

So fucked up I resort to be apathetic

So much confusion in my thoughts and emotions

That I just freeze and relieve myself only of devotions

Love has come and faded

But Remains to be unyielded

but not the kind I longed

I fear I will never recover from this wrong

As everyday I end with a school bell rung

Gone is a chunk of me

Just another hole for every one to see

How I stand now is very troubling

As My desire to be scorn and vanished

Overwhelms My majority

As she's gone and to me she was everything