My future seems so far away
I work yet Im see to stray
From love thats there for me to see
I just want love thats there to free

I found a place that I might be
It is so hard for me to see
But in the end I know what works
Its just the past that seems to lerk

Within my mind I fight whats right
Within the end there is a sight
But I do fight the final end
My mind will not forget the bend

Of years and years of fighting me
I hurt and hurt its so easily seen
So I try again to find the light
But I cant see the seriously blight

That a mind like mine will always hurt
And that for sure will always blurt
The love in me that is so sure
And the blessings that are oh so pure

But in the end we are the ones
that produce our daughters and our sons
So If I can only find whats hurting me
Then the love thats mine would be plain to see

So life is hard it hurts us all
It causes so much hurt and fall
So help me please I plead of you
Before I hurt the many few

That still have a heart for me
The ones that are so plain to see

My future seems so far away
I work yet Im see to stray
From love thats there for me to see
I just want love thats there to free

I found a place that I might be
It is so hard for me to see
But in the end I know what works
Its just the past that seems to lerk

Within my mind I fight whats right
Within the end there is a sight
But I do fight the final end
My mind will not forget the bend

Of years and years of fighting me
I hurt and hurt its so easily seen
So I try again to find the light
But I cant see the seriously blight

That a mind like mine will always hurt
And that for sure will always blurt
The love in me that is so sure
And the blessings that are oh so pure

But in the end we are the ones
that produce our daughters and our sons
So If I can only find whats hurting me
Then the love thats mine would be plain to see

So life is hard it hurts us all
It causes so much hurt and fall
So help me please I plead of you
Before I hurt the many few

That still have a heart for me
The ones that are so plain to see

My future seems so far away
I work yet Im see to stray
From love thats there for me to see
I just want love thats there to free

I found a place that I might be
It is so hard for me to see
But in the end I know what works
Its just the past that seems to lerk

Within my mind I fight whats right
Within the end there is a sight
But I do fight the final end
My mind will not forget the bend

Of years and years of fighting me
I hurt and hurt its so easily seen
So I try again to find the light
But I cant see the seriously blight

That a mind like mine will always hurt
And that for sure will always blurt
The love in me that is so sure
And the blessings that are oh so pure

But in the end we are the ones
that produce our daughters and our sons
So If I can only find whats hurting me
Then the love thats mine would be plain to see

So life is hard it hurts us all
It causes so much hurt and fall
So help me please I plead of you
Before I hurt the many few

That still have a heart for me
The ones that are so plain to see

 -------Steve Bolton 2011