FEMALE PHAROAH

I AM NOT NEW TO THE GAME AS ONE WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE.  I WAS TRAINED AND EDUCATED BY A SOLDIER I'LL CALL STEVE.  THIS SOLDIER PUSHED AND DIDN'T LET UP, EVEN THOUGH I FOUGHT AND WON OUT OVER LUST.  EVERY PAIN AND EVERY MISTAKE TAUGHT ME ABOUT THOSE WHO PREACH FAKE.  I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO RUN THE WORLD, I JUST WANTED TO RAISE MY TWO GIRLS.  I DIDN'T WANT THEM TO SEE ME DOWN, THEY NEEDED SOMETHING TO GRAB WHEN THE "TRUTH" CAME AROUND.  I CAN BE STRONG AND LIKE WHO I AM AND I CAN EVEN PRAY AND ADD YOU TO THE DAMNED.  I COULD NEVER ABUSE WHAT I RECEIVED, THEN WHAT WOULD BE THE PURPOSE OF MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE.  I TOLD THEM BEFORE THAT I WOULD SUPPORT, BUT THEY DON'T BELIEVE BECAUSE THEY WRECKED MY FORT.  SO USED TO DISMISS AND KILL, THAT YOU ALL FORGOT ABOUT THE WILL, TO LIVE OR TO GIVE.  YOU FOUGHT SO HARD TO GET TO THE TOP AND WHEN YOU GOT THERE THE PEOPLE STARTED TO DROP.  HOW CAN YOU LEAD WHEN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, IT'S BECAUSE YOU ARE A MAN.  LEARN TO VALUE THE LIFE YOU CREATE AND THEN YOU WON'T FALL SHORT ON DATES.  WHATEVER YOU PRODUCED IS FOR REAL AND YOU CLAIMED IT WASN'T PART OF THE DEAL.  STOP TRYING SO HARD TO CONTROL JUST CONSIDER HOW IT FEELS TO GROW OLD.  YOU WILL APPRECIATE THE THINGS THAT YOU LEARNED AND YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THE MESSAGE THAT CONTINUES TO BURN.  YOU WANT ME TO STAY BLACK?  BUT I'M PRIESTESS MACK FIGURE OUT THAT AND PLEASE DON'T COPYCAT.  YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS TO BE ME, SO THAT'S WHY YOU CAN'T BE SUPREME.  I RAN THESE PEOPLE BECAUSE I CARE AND I ALWAYS SECURE A LAIR.  JUST TRUST AND LOVE, I PROMISE YOU'LL GET BLESSINGS FROM ABOVE.