Why is it then that I had to be convinced of a Higher Power?  If I was to have accepted Him decades ago, where would I be?  Why now?  Quite frankly then, why ever?  The answer to all of this is clear.  I have submitted myself to the world and all of the pleasures, adornments, and temptations.  By doing so, my soul and mortal being became broken down.  I was persuaded easily and I was convinced by lower standards.  Until today I have not realized the damage and wreckage that I have left behind.  I have created a mess and I am so fortunate enough to have family and friends who are there to help me clean up.

          So when do I become self-sufficient?  How about today?  Speak with truth.  Act in responsibility.  Treat people with respect.  Enjoy life.  Laugh often.  Sing loud.  Cry sometimes.  Today, I vow to my God, my family, my friends, and myself to live for a Higher Power.  I need to fulfill the life that God has given me.

          The first step is the most difficult.  But I do it with faith.  I must say goodbye to those that have dragged me down, but, to the same, say hello and ask them to allow me to pull them up.  My strength must be banked in faith, in my Lord.  Change is progression; the view down is not for me.  So, I lift my head high and say thank you for allowing me the chance.