will I let go

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    Letting go of the old and new... So I can just write about life....... Fuck love... God will bring her instead.... I will love no more until love loves me intensely as I will love back.....

    will I let go

      
         Will I ever let go.....
    I did emediatly ....
    I'm not a stalker....
    I'm a lover....
    I'm not a capturer.....

                              I'm in surch of someone to love me as I love them...
    We talked about maybe being a perfect blend....
    Not a friend.....
    I should have never shared....
    Why did I try to make you think......
    Why did I try anything .... Drink...
    My pain I will... I knew better...
    I wrote a love letter....
    Deep emotions I shared..
    I cared....
    I will always care....
    I know you care...
    Why did you let me go so far in....
    Thankful to myself.. I'm not vested...
    My emotional wound will heal
    Faster.... With out the physical....
    Wow the sex appeal.... But I'm greatful...
    You didn't get that part of me...
    Your to beautiful you would be the death of me........
    It's just not your outer beauty....
    It's your inner beauty as well....
    Then your mind....
    Wow.... Smart.... Leave me behind....
    Will you ever read these....
    Will you want to know....
    No matter how much I want to be so intament with you....
    I know I'll never do.....
    You are to beautiful for me...
    And then you might think this is a guilt trip....
    I hope not....
    I take the blame.......
    And that is my fame......

    I love you... You are the love of my life....
    I want to forget you....
    I feel so lead on....  I want to ignore you...... But I would still be wrong... Its not your fault for not loving me the same.....
     This will always be the way I see it.... I am to blame...
    I'm not just trying to get you in bed....
    I keep running our conversations through my head.... I am female inside........
    Feelings I never hide....
    I could write alnight.....
    New love....
    My plite .....
    If it never looses the new love feeling...
    I keep writing like I am dancing on the ceiling........
    I am sorry I pushed the line....
    Wrose then this I lay beside her..... The one I now can barely kiss...
    Not because of what we said or did...
    Because I haven't felt love from her in along time.... She only got mad when you came around.... Ohhh yeah not just you any female.....
    Wow.. I let it go....
    I want you to know.....
    You are the love of my life....
    But I have to let it go............... 

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    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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