Fast asleep I contribute to my dreams
I feel at rest but underneath
Its all a saddened notion 
a piece of thought held deep in ocean

The fact is simply understood, my loneliness' is run tenfold 
I wake up with a fresh no reminiscence to past relationships resistance
the attributions to move on have been my memories long gone
I only feel what could have been with glimpses of their smiles within
it's all just me and all my thoughts, at least resistance  balance gone
the purpose through actions brought, we live among the ones we fought 
so many people yet to meet, just retrospective at defeat 

I wonder if I'll find another, maybe a different close encounter
that would make me smile again, real emotion not in denial 
Hard going out to the bars, seeing girls just free for all
no necessary future plans, just drink in hand, and in demand
I past that phase within my mind, the girls who have are in decline

I hope one day to meet, another girl with rosy cheeks
who in the moment make all the difference, forget the past or future instance be in the moment as I am right now, writing this poem I hold my frown