PAIN
I don’t want to feel this pain
Even though this pain is good
But what pain does not hurt
I push and push, oh the pain
The pain does not seem to end
When seconds turns into minutes
And minutes turn into hours
When will this pain ever end
As they tell me to push, to breath
All I wanted to do is scream
But I know the more I push
All I can do is hope and pray
Pray the pain will be over soon
As I push with all I got
I feel the muscles I never knew I had
Oh the pain, the pain seems so much
When will this pain be over
One more push is what they say
But that was about five push’s ago
Will this pain ever be over
Will I ever feel more then just this pain
Why does no one ever tell you
Tell you the pain you really feel
Oh the pain, here I go again
They say, push one more time
Oh here it comes, one more push
With the one more push, you are here
Now that is much better
COMFORT
As we welcome you into this world
Welcome you with all the love you need
As I look down at you as they clean you up
All I can find myself saying is WOW
I did that, something that is so tiny
So tiny but so full of love with ever breath
As I see your chest go up and down
As I hear you cry for the first time
I can’t believe the time had come
I can’t believe you made mommy wait
You were so shy while you were inside me
It took seven month before I knew I had a boy
And it took eight hours of pain oh the pain
I don’t even want to think of the pain
As they cut the cord and wrap you up
All I can feel as I look at you is comfort
You may have been shy while you were inside me
But when you came into this world
You let the world know you are here
As they take you away to check you over
As I lay there, laying there thinking
Even though you are my sweetheart
Mommy is so glad the pain is over
Now as I lay here, not moving
All I can think and feel
TIRED
As they look at me
As I look at them
They tell me to get some rest
I look at them, that is it
That is all I can remember
I knew I better get sleep
For only two hours I will see you
Two hours from now we will be together
As you latch onto me for the first time
All I can do again is say wow
But if you ask me how I did it
How could I fit something so big
Pass something so small
I guess you will need to see one day
Just see and watch as your child comes
Comes into this world, looking at you
It has been over two years now
Two years since I felt the pain
But all I can say to that is
OH….THE PAIN