I made my mind up today
This feeling I have is no more
For this feeling will die today
The feeling of being depressed
Being upset hurt and empty
I will no longer have this feeling
Today as I get into my truck
Start driving away with no thought
No thought but only this
As I leave all my life and past behind
As I drive along this road of mine
Not taking that moment to look behind
Leaving those who love and care for I
I will not think of them as I drive
For this feeling will die today
As I drive finding that perfect cliff
Or will I find that perfect tree
The tree that will meet me around the corner
As I drive picking up speed
Looking ahead, looking into space
With only that one thought in my mind
The thought of losing this feeling I have
The thought of me killing this feeling
As I pick more speed up I found that perfect thing
For it was not that tree around the corner
It was the cliff that found me today
The more speed I pick up
The more and more I feel free
Free of this feeling that kills me
Here I go I am going for it
With no thought of yesterday or tomorrow
Only the thought of today to kill this thought
I reach the speed I love to feel
As I crash pass the rail and over the cliff
It seems like I am going in slow motion
For it is to late to change my mind
For I could not change this feeling of mine
I set back, do I close my eyes or do I watch
As I see the ground coming my way
Closer and closer it gets before it is over
Still I have no thought of nothing
Only the thought that put me here today
For I now lie at the bottom of the cliff
With the sound of broken glass
The feeling of all my bones braking
It all compacts into one with a boom
As the truck now is on fire
As I lie there helpless not wanting help
I smell my flesh, as it burns black
As the heat finds it way deep inside my body
Soon it will hit my bones
Soon there will me nothing left of me
But I didn’t feel anything at all
For I was dead as soon as I hit
Here lays my body inside this truck
At the bottom of this cliff
As my soul flies free
Will I be found any time soon
Or will this be my grave forever
As I lay here at the bottom
The bottom of this cliff