I’m tired of hurting,
Face being beaten.
I’m sick of your lies,
And all of your cheatin.

So in love for so long,
Seems I can’t live.
There’s nothing to offer,
No more I can give.

I can’t cry anymore,
Can’t love you the same.
In the obituaries,
Is where I’ll get my fame.

You tell me to do it.
As if I won’t listen.
I swallowed the whole bottle,
Only a few missin.

But still you don’t care.
Left me there to die.
After all of this pain,
I still ask myself ‘Why’?

Why did I love you?
Why did I care?
You couldn’t have loved me.
You were never there.

So now on my death bed,
I cry as I slip into slumber.
Contemplating my actions,
My moments are numbered.

Dear Jesus I pray,
Please watch over me.
Forgive me for taking my life.
I had to be set free.

And when I awoke,
Even to my surprise.
So many the things,
This made me realize .

Look what you did!
How you made me be!
God wouldn’t let me die,
Cuz you weren’t worth me.