I can't say what I need to say and deep inside its killing me in every way. Look at me and ask me why, why I can't figure out a play. It don't make sense to me when I see you I can play around but, really I'm the one that's being fooled around. It's like some kind of battle between you and me, we go back and forth but, in the end you get the knockout blow hit for the win. It's like I can never overcome the odds whenever I'm in the battle ground with you. It's frustrating when I can't seem to win over you.

My frustration comes from my heart, my foolish heart. It frustrates me because I think of you everyday and there's no other way I could explain the way I feel about you than this way. I know I'm being selfish when I say that I only want you to myself. It frustrates me because I can never win this war between you and me. I know there's someone else waiting inside your heart and it isn't me. It's frustrating, I tried to ignore it, I tried to get away, I tried everything just to get away from the situation and I'm still suffering from the punishment my heart has put me through. Sometimes I wish I never had a heart so that my heart would never wonder around looking for its other half. I wish I had never learned to love because the opposite of love is hate. What I feel about you I just can't explain. It's unexplainable when you push me away and I keep coming back for more. Why, why can't I just teach my heart to go on and never look back? I'm always on a lose/win situation but, never on a win/win situation, you always win over me no matter how hard I try. Why can't you surrender and give me a chance?

It's hard to want you the way that I do because you can’t even see me through. I'm going insane with all this pain inside that I've been trying to hide. Yeah all this time I've also been lying to myself in every way, sometimes the truth can come out, but sometimes I can't even explain the situation is hard for me to handle what I'm going through but, maybe if I had you in my life, in a way you can save me and understand me in every way. Its hard thinking that you can be the one for me when everything I try has no improvement. Will you ever look into my eyes? Will you ever hold me in your arms? Will you ever give me a chance? If I ask you all of these questions, will I ever get it back from you? I'm frustrated about everything that I go through just for you. I'm frustrated because I love you so much and I know you'll never love me as much as I loved you. I'm frustrated because I don't know if I should put an end to everything or should I keep going? Maybe everything in this world has point where it just has to be done and over. I’m scared and frustrated because I’ve learned to love you every single day that I don’t want to let go. You don’t know what I’ve been through to feel this way about you but, even though I still find myself in you. I'm so frustrated because I can’t find a way to win your love. Can’t you see, I want you every day in every single way, I’m here looking lost not knowing a day has pass me by. Not knowing the sun on a beautiful comes up and moon and stars so bright in dark blue sky. I feel exactly the same way the day and night does, my days the sun comes up to guide me and at night the beautiful moon comes up with all the little stars shining up above me looking over me. To me all those stars are the angels, angels that watch over me and if you ask one those stars to tell how I felt about you they would tell you, because they're the ones who I turn to at night.

I’m frustrated more than ever because I’m in love with someone I know I can never have.